Its yet another rainy evening. Rain plays a very dubious role for the mood, sometimes I feel chirpy and ready to fly with wings and sometimes it makes me feel dull. Happens with all I believe. When your mind is blank, seems like a desert until far across. But there is an unknown pinch of a cactus and no thirst for doing anything. Just be idle. Mute.'Is everything all right? You don't seem to be youself.' (the expected question)
'Yeah all is fine. But something feels incomplete, missed and there is this sinking feeling. Though all is well. Its yet another day of meaningless, mischievous game I play with myself. Where I win as well as loose.' (an over the top answer- which even I didn't understand.)
Such a dusky day is accompanied by none other than one of my all time favourites, 'Carnival of rust' by poets of the fall.
A beautiful song with a heart taking video, implicit lyrics and music to just sway away with. As I write, this song plays loud for the 14th time, beating the sound of roaring rain outside. And, still I am not bored of it. Don't know if that's about the song or about my mood.
I have an entire playlist in my mind, next ones are-
In the end- Linkin Park
Animal instinct- Cranberries
Not afraid- Eminem
Boulevard of broken dreams- Green Day
.....It will keep on pouring as I'll keep playing and that too on a repeat mode.
P.S.- Indulge with me in my thoughts while you play this song to read my blog. 'Come feel the rain.'
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