You make my world go round and round

‘Oh my love, you look so desirable. I am smitten by your presence. You take me away from this cruel world, into your world full of comfort.’ I said with all my heart.

You know how much I love you and have missed you, right? My inner voice continued silently in pain.

‘Yes.’ Came the reply to startle me.

‘Can you hear me?’ I spoke in excitement.

‘Yes my love! I miss you too. You now don’t look at me, appreciate me, touch me and make me feel special. Have you found someone else? You look so disconnected from me.’ Making a puppy face.

‘Do you really feel my love for you is lost and I cared no more?’ I said in a scandalised tone.

‘I am confused. You say you love me, but then I feel something is missing. Not very sure where this relationship is going.’

Those words hit me really hard. It was a reality check. Was this the time for confrontation that I have been avoiding?

‘Every relationship has its own ups and downs. Essence is to stay together and be strong. Unless we face the brunt of the situations how will we shine like diamonds?' I said mustering some courage.

‘Hmm’

‘My love for you is pure. I do not have to prove it, you know it as well. I promise this is just a phase. Soon I’ll be all yours. I need some time my love. Until then I expect a little patience from you. Just be by my side. Trust me everything will fall in place.’ I continued with conviction in my voice.

‘When you look at me, I see pain in your eyes.’ Replied breaking down almost in tears.

Silence. More silence.

‘It’s because I love you so much that it hurts. I want to be with you all the time like we always were. But, you know how difficult it is for me. I feel helpless.’ my misery grew as I said.

Silence.

‘See I miss you so much that in my phone, I have our photo as wallpaper. Don’t you believe me? See.'

(#Date-22^nd Sept 2012)

‘Aww.’ said the world of pumps!

The moment when one is ecstatic and happy tears roll down.

‘Last one and a half years I have been bereft of your love. Desertedness has crawled inside. But believe me when I say- I am trying hard. Your love is my motivation to recover. This ligament tear in knee is a big hindrance between us. It has been the reason for drifting us apart. I hope soon it will be fine. Our love will win and find its true meaning. The day is close when we’ll complement each other like never before. ’ My eyes smiled.

‘Yes..yes. These clouds will vanish. Sorry for being a little impatient. I'll wait for you. We both belong to each other. You and me in this beautiful world.’ Hummed in happiness my world of pumps.

‘You make my world go round and round.’ I said crossing my heart.

We laughed.